{"id":118,"date":"2012-02-16T10:13:00","date_gmt":"2012-02-16T18:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/?p=118"},"modified":"2013-11-11T09:18:19","modified_gmt":"2013-11-11T17:18:19","slug":"fear-of-flying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/?p=118","title":{"rendered":"Fear of Flying"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well, it&#8217;s done. Just over six yards of cloth &#8211; washed, ironed and ready to be cut into bits. And, this is also when I realize that I may just be full of crap. Look at this lovely stuff:<\/p>\n<div><a href=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-zl-X1efJujI\/Tz05OyE2eLI\/AAAAAAAACA8\/HkeSFrFey0U\/s1600\/IMG_1970.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-zl-X1efJujI\/Tz05OyE2eLI\/AAAAAAAACA8\/HkeSFrFey0U\/s160\/IMG_1970.JPG\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p>No, really &#8211; <span>LOOK<\/span>.<\/p>\n<div><a href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-dxR4kpBtkC0\/Tz05ORjvFaI\/AAAAAAAACAk\/ZINyJ-b6R1M\/s1600\/IMG_1968.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-dxR4kpBtkC0\/Tz05ORjvFaI\/AAAAAAAACAk\/ZINyJ-b6R1M\/s160\/IMG_1968.JPG\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p>It&#8217;s sitting there, on the kitchen table, waiting patiently to be sliced and pieced and hemmed and otherwise expertly manipulated into one of Sara&#8217;s lovely kimono jackets. I&#8217;ve a cutting diagram, some basic assembly instructions and a set of insides that&#8217;ve gone to water. I&#8217;m running smack into my biggest and most stifling problem &#8211; fear of failure. Fear of <span>ruining<\/span> this lovely and (only slightly flawed in one little place that I&#8217;m sure won&#8217;t show if I&#8217;m smart) really quite good Cloth. I can make more. It didn&#8217;t take long, I have more yarn, and I&#8217;ll need to do another because those stripes aren&#8217;t symmetrical anyway. But honestly, I&#8217;m absolutely paralyzed right now. And why? Because I&#8217;m just not very good at sewing. I know how to run the machine, I can sew a straight line and zig-zag with the best of them. I can even do rolled hems. But! It&#8217;s the garment construction that I&#8217;m simply not proficient at, and that&#8217;s what&#8217;s causing me so much angst.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been mentally pieceing the garment all morning &#8211; right down to which seam should have the selvedge and which the raw, and how can I incorporate a French Seam in the center back without adding too much weight (or maybe I should just overcast stitch and not worry so damned much) or ruining the drape. But really? It&#8217;s my first jacket. If I even manage to put it together <span>at all<\/span> I should be happy. Worrying about drape and such is madness at this point. I&#8217;m being very &#8220;Sundance&#8221; about this and I need to simply get over it and start cutting. And sewing. Because if I do, I&#8217;d have a garment to wear to Guild tonight &#8211; and that&#8217;d be a whole other version of pain.<\/p>\n<div><a href=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-hCCh6NSOHjw\/Tz05OvinwNI\/AAAAAAAACAw\/Qyb6iAJhyzs\/s1600\/IMG_1969.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-hCCh6NSOHjw\/Tz05OvinwNI\/AAAAAAAACAw\/Qyb6iAJhyzs\/s160\/IMG_1969.JPG\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p>Bringing the fabric might be easier.<\/p>\n<div><a href=\"http:\/\/picasa.google.com\/blogger\/\" target=\"ext\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"Posted by Picasa\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/pbp.gif\" align=\"middle\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well, it&#8217;s done. Just over six yards of cloth &#8211; washed, ironed and ready to be cut into bits. And, this is also when I realize that I may just be full of crap. Look at this lovely stuff: No, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/?p=118\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-118","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-sewing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/118","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=118"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/118\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":231,"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/118\/revisions\/231"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=118"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=118"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.schafenfreude.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=118"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}