I confess that I do have a habit of whinging about things that are really rather trivial. “It’s too cold outside.” “I miss my husband.” “I messed up this project and now I have to undo it.” In reality, I am an extremely fortunate person. I have a beautiful home, food on the table, a husband that truly loves and appreciates me, a group of friends that will tell me when my fly is open, and the ability to make choices about how I spend my day. I also know that I was not given any of these things; they came as a result of hard work, compromise, and occasional profound sorrow. Why am I getting all wistful, you might ask? Well, I’m just at a point where I have a moment to reflect on the fact that I *AM* lucky. And that I make my own happiness – despite weather, proximity of loved ones or fibery fallout.
Yesterday, our fellow Raveler, Gloria19, showed another picture of her “Daily Tapestry.” Tapestry has been flying about in my head of late – I dwell on pictures and textures and have woven miles of it while running. But I keep putting up barriers to actually just getting something out and doing it. Seeing Gloria’s project again really pushed me toward the notion of a fiber diary. Something random-ish, something small, something that will help me reflect on the day. Be it morning, noon or night. And, in the way of a marathon, it starts with a single inch and will eventually be a Finished Piece. I’ve never been good with written journals and the notion of making Art with fiber appeals quite strongly. This might be just what I need.
So, while dealing with Life and all that comes with it this week, I am also letting myself dream about a Daily Tapestry and thinking about how I will start with that. I will allow myself to mix styles (soumak, tapestry, cut pile, twill!) and just let this be a piece of pure creating. A pilot light, if you will, to ensure that the larger spark doesn’t go out. I’m not ready to commit to a start date yet, but setting one will be part of my first goal. Size, start date, palette. I think that’s something I can get my head around this week. And perhaps this little daily nudge will help me be thankful for the truly wonderful life I have – and for all those who are a part of it.
Oh, and it’s a bit too humid here in Wisconsin. :-)